Bad Day Turned Great

Yesterday was one of those days I seriously wanted to scream, run away, bawl, or even just hide under the table the way Landen does sometimes. I had to get up earlier than I wanted too - well this happens all the time, but yesterday I really wanted to just stay in bed. I had to make some phone calls and they certainly didn't go as planned. Sometimes I wish I could just keep my big mouth shut. Then I finally decide on a Doctor I want to start going to and I get a "Great" from the receptionist (like we're the most horrible patients on the planet because we had a home birth, choose not to vaccinate, and don't regularly have a crisis we need to be seen for,) and now I have to go in and have a dumb appointment when I'm not even sick. Enough on that, it's not that big of a deal and I know that's how that system works. I'm just glad I'm not working in it anymore and I wanted to vent a bit! =D After that it seemed like things just kind of started caving in from all sides of the house, stupid things that shouldn't even bother me (that tends to happen when I'm "overly tired"). On with the day.. here's a little Haha for you to read. So, the phone rings and I have to run and get it because I had just sat down with Amelia to let her nurse. I really should just belt the phone to my hip or just let the machine get it because it's usually just some stupid telemarketer anyway, but I don't. I'm getting the phone and as I turn around there is my sweet little boy (not so sweet at that moment) carrying his very full, sticky, clay looking, DISGUSTING, poopy diaper. His butt is covered in poop, his legs and yes, there are little droppings in odd places on the floor. I quickly say "I'm sorry I have to go right now," I didn't even here her say goodbye. Amelia gets tossed to the couch and I'm running Landen to the bathroom where a good scrub in the tub got him shining again. Icky! Finally my sister called to say she was on her way and without crying I grumbled up the words "Beck, I don't think you want to come, we're having a bad day." Thankfully she said "No, I'm coming anyway." Thank you Rebecca, you totally calmed me! Becca got here and we ventured to Wal-Mart where finally after several months of saying I'm going to get my hair cut off, I was able too. =) I have to say it looks a lot better. Becca and I had some great conversation's yesterday (as we usually do when we see each other). I'm truly amazed at her and wish I was as intelligent and spiritual as she is at sixteen. As the night went on Kurt and I got to go out for dinner (to celebrate our anniversary). I felt very awkward without my first born. I would have been fine if he wasn't whining for his momma and daddy when we left. I never want him to be sad for his parents. Kurt cured that though... "he always whine's a bit when one of us leaves". We had a wonderful time, even though I felt a bit naked and like I had an only child, but it was a much needed night out. I'm thinking we might have to make this a regular thing, or at least every couple months go out. So my bad day turned into a wonderful night out with my husband - and Amelia. I didn't get to check out my movie, but I wasn't in the mood for a movie anyway. I came home, I was refreshed and today has been wonderful so far. Not much to this post really.. just a blah, blah for you to read.