I've decided I'm going to be spending less time on the computer.
I think in someway God is telling me I need to step back and not be spending as much time on here as I have been. I have a lot of books I've been wanting to read, magazines, my FAMILIA home work is suffering and I really enjoy that (when I take the time to absorb it.) Sometimes I feel myself feeling a bit guilty for being on here so much at the end of the day.
I'm not sure what spending less time will mean - maybe not as many checks to the e-mail during the day... not so much blog reading everyday. They're not going anywhere - why such the rush to get to them? I'm not sure, but I've been thinking about this for sometime though and just now putting it into effect.
I think too that winters are really hard for me. I hate them, I hate being stuck in the house, nothing to do. Some days not even being able to get out of here if I dare because of how cold and snowy it is. I get overwhelmed and depressed... I can only play so much. Once summers is here it will be better.. we always find fun things to do in the summer. Now that Amelia is past the sleeping all the time age, she's ready to be on the go as well. =)
So, I think it's time to change things up a bit. I hate to set things in stone - like only this many minutes, one e-mail check a day, because certain days are different, but I'm definitely going to be more aware.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
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You could always move out to California! :)
I have been taking a break, too--I definitely have the "winter blahs",...only it's not really even cold here so I have no excuse! I'll e-mail you in greater detail later on today :o)
I have been getting on the computer less myself. First, because I moved it to a less accessible place, but I also realized that it was actually making me more depressed to type all day. I used to think that it was relieving my depression, but now I don't think that's the case at all. Anyway, good for you!!!
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